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Plourr Estillo ([personal profile] fighting_mad) wrote2006-06-11 10:41 pm
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[OOM] Simulator Room

Juke left, juke right, juke left, juke right; lure your opponent into a false sense of security, make him think he knows exactly what you're going to do.

Lasers flash by on the screen.

One last juke to the right, and there's the light-up of a targeting lock; she yanks the stick back and to the left, throwing the sim fighter into a tight roll that should press her back against the seat with its force. Of course, this machine isn't nearly complex enough for that.

She's got to find some way to throw the Priamsta off guard like that. To catch the rebels--the ones who say they're lead by Harran but they're not they can't be--off guard and--

The flash of an explosion and the screen goes dark.

"Sithspit!" Plourr slams an open palm against the overhead frame of the simulator, then lets her hand rest there, hooked on the frame.

She runs her other hand over her head in an unconscious motion; auburn stubble still foreign to the touch, too rough and scratchy. Hell, her whole body feels foreign; her tunic is smooth and skintight, eggshell-colored with deep purple, allowing every cord of muscle to show. She's not used to anything so fine, and she's definitely not used to the matching skirt, to seeing her legs bare in anything but athletic shorts. High heels. She'd drawn whistles from the Rogues that afternoon; joking whistles, yes, and ones that had earned several of them glares and thwappings, but she had caught admiring looks from not a few men at court, too. From the nobles at dinner.

Dinner.

"The tyranny of the nobles is at an end, Laabann. I will see to that. If you wish a place in the future of Eiattu, either stand with the throne-- or fall."

The crash of a breaking wineglass.

"The choice is yours."


Plourr hits the top of the simulator again.

[identity profile] just-a-soldier.livejournal.com 2006-06-14 12:43 am (UTC)(link)
"I don't feel guilty about what we did anymore."

Aeryn dipped her head solemnly, feet walking out a distraction, hips swaying as she paced.

"But something hurts like hezmana." She could feel her eyes watering and blinked it away quickly, thankful that her hair hid her face.

"And I just want it to stop."

[identity profile] just-a-soldier.livejournal.com 2006-06-14 12:53 am (UTC)(link)
"I never thought --" She stopped, moving, speaking. Furious, helpless tears pricked her eyes again.

She hunched over the simulator, moving away, getting some space; needing to breathe.

It would be too easy to grab Plourr to make it stop aching.

"It hurts. It just really hurts and I can't show any weakness I have to pretend I'm fine and speak droll words and be the angry, sarcastic Peacekeeper."

[identity profile] just-a-soldier.livejournal.com 2006-06-14 01:00 am (UTC)(link)
"I used to be so strong." She rotated, practically falling into the seat, fingers gripping the edge.

"I used to..."

[identity profile] just-a-soldier.livejournal.com 2006-06-14 01:04 am (UTC)(link)
A short laugh.

"Sometimes I think so."

[identity profile] just-a-soldier.livejournal.com 2006-06-14 01:07 am (UTC)(link)
¬.¬

"Are you joking? I've cried so much I think I my eyes might have exploded."

[identity profile] just-a-soldier.livejournal.com 2006-06-14 01:11 am (UTC)(link)
Surely not Jagged Fel grim?

Her hands drifted to settle on her knees and she looked at the younger woman with a new kind of...well, it was certainly something.

"Kiss me."

[identity profile] just-a-soldier.livejournal.com 2006-06-14 01:13 am (UTC)(link)
Aeryn smirked. "It wasn't a question."

[identity profile] just-a-soldier.livejournal.com 2006-06-14 01:17 am (UTC)(link)
"You are absolutely terrible at following orders."

She reached down, hauling Plourr to her feet none too gently.

"I said kiss me and I mean it." Maybe it would stop the ache. Maybe she should just stop thinking.

Maybe Jaina was right. Not about the stupid shrimp farm and the happy ever after, but about having a good time.

[identity profile] just-a-soldier.livejournal.com 2006-06-14 01:29 am (UTC)(link)
Yes. That was it. That was really it. Simple, good and the ache wasn't for anything other than the urge to press against Plourr.

High Command had always understood. Soldiers had needs. Aeryn never gave it much thought before, but now she knew.

Hopelessness, depression; none of it was an option when the blood started rushing like that. All there could be was the cool feel of her lips over yours and the way your arms pulled her closer.

[identity profile] just-a-soldier.livejournal.com 2006-06-14 01:39 am (UTC)(link)
She muttered a curse word, low and dirty. Leaned into Plourr; like ice, melting over capable hands.

And this wasn't what she came here for, but she did it anyway.

Eyes opened, she tugged her face back, only to move forward again. Her nose was touching Plourr's, pressing an indent.

Wry amusement. "We've got to stop meeting like this."

[identity profile] just-a-soldier.livejournal.com 2006-06-14 01:44 am (UTC)(link)
"Yes --" Her tongue flicked out to touch the lower lip in front of her, nostrils flared, but she stayed just as still as the princess.

"We do."

Pads of her fingers, touched the back of Plourr's tunic, softly wins the day.

[identity profile] just-a-soldier.livejournal.com 2006-06-14 01:52 am (UTC)(link)
Just drifting. It was almost a relief to just drift away on the tide of warmth and safeness and had Plourr said she was strong?

Yes. There was nothing to feel guilty about.

A step backwards to better balance herself, her foot closed on something hard and she stumbled, breaking the kiss.

[identity profile] just-a-soldier.livejournal.com 2006-06-14 01:58 am (UTC)(link)
Plourr's grip was hard, Aeryn knew there'd be more bruises. Seemed fitting somehow.

She was still caught there, kept from falling further by some very tight muscles. The look of open-mouthed shock on her face quickly morphed to a smile and she pulled herself back up, using the momentum to push Plourr against the nearby sim.

"Thanks."